my dream car, i might be getting one soon

my dream car, i might be getting one soon

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don’t belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels all right
You don’t know what it’s like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you’re bleeding

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels all right
You don’t know what it’s like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I’m happy but I’m not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don’t know what it’s like, what it’s like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like (what it’s like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

i wish i had a chance, it seems like i never will

you know when your in love when you will wait for them forever, when you can’t be mad at them ever, when you will take pain from them and not leave, when you tell them that you will never leave, and what’s more is when you mean every word you say, when you forgive them even when they shouldn’t be, i love you and will never stop loving you, i know i’m not worth much but you mean everything to me, and i can’t live without you. i need you. i love you with all of my heart <3

how i always feel

Never in my whole life have i ever screwed up this badly, and i have never felt worse, i guess that i mess everything up, and that none cares anymore

I feel so alone and not cared about, who would care if i killed myself… none because everyone would be better off with me out of their lives, the songs that i think describe what i feel are: world so cold- three days grace, last resort- papa roach, pain- three days grace, nothing left- as i lie diying.. this is what i feel like right now